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J begged for forgiveness.  I thought, "again???"

And he begged to let him stay in the house... for the kids' sake.  I thought, "well, yeah, rent is kinda expensive..."

But... what then is the point of breaking up if you still see him everyday?  He said he'll be invisible.  I thought "huh?"  Ok, he didn't mean it literally.

So to make the story short, I let him stay.  But he will sleep in Migs' room.  And Migs will sleep with me.  I had the last word though... I told J "I cannot guarantee if you can still go back to our room again." 

Am I happy with this? 

No.  Definitely no.

But I think I'm having my self esteem back.