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"I Saw the Sign" is an old song (c. 1990s) by Ace of Base.  Funny but it's being played in my head since yesterday -- when all of a sudden, my world came crumbling down.

Yep, i saw the sign.  Well, actually -- signs.  Even before yesterday.  Even before last week.  Perhaps I was in denial before, but finally, yesterday, to be exact, I found proof.  He is still doing it.  Gosh, I even have a hard time typing the word "cheat".

He did it several times already (four, five times)... and each time I forgave him.  But yesterday was the last straw.  What was even painful was that it was with the same woman.  And to think I even talked to her (was I desperate?) and she promised she'll stop.

But there they were... still doing it behind my back.  What could they be thinking?  They made me look stupid. 

So I told him to pack his bags and leave.  Ok, I gave him until this week to find a new place.  (That's how understanding I am... it's really unbelievable.)

I, I gotta new life
You would hardly recognize me I'm so glad
How could a person like me care for you?
(Why?)Why do I bother
When you're not the one for me
Ooooo, is enough, enough?

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes
I saw the sign
Life is demanding without understanding
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes

I saw the sign and it opened up my mind!
And I am happy now living without you